My Sadistic way of Love

Do you know the feeling
when you love someone so much
that you start to hate them?

I feel that way towards you.

I can't stand you
but at the same time
I want to hold you close
and tell everyone that you are mine.

But I can't,
for you are not mine.
Maybe I could have you if I told you
"I want you"

But I won't,
because I hate you.
I want to beat you up until you can't breath.
I want to break you apart,
so I could heal you up again
and love you after I do.

You have ruined me,
for making me fall in love with you.
For that I hate you.

I don't want anyone else to touch you.
I want to kill you
so I could have you all for myself...

Forever...